my melody

i'm a my melody and rilakkuma freak!
now, i'm posting about my melody :) last nap, yesterday, if i'm not mistaken..
i dreamed that someone give me a huge my melody doll, it's so big, white, n really comfortable ><
i feel like wanna have it in my real life, and also, i dreamed that it has some kids, and the melody's  kids, running everywhere ahhaha i know it's weird, but it really was a fun dream ><
my melody born on 18th of january :))
actually, when i was a kid, my parents bought me the toothbrush and i was really happy :))
here's the pictures :

cute right? :))

if i finally there :)

well, this is the last year of my senior high school, and i'll continue to a university, i hope i'll get accepted *pray*
actually, i have already decided what i'll do once i get there :D first thing is, i'll grow my hair long! i'll get it ironed so my hair won't look messy^^. Second thing, i'll buy some jackets LOL, my style always contain jacket and inner shirt, so i need a looooooots of jacket :)) since i can't buy them here, i have to wait until i go there, so pray for me that i'll get accepted to that university ><
ooh, n i won't forget about that university itself..i swear i'll study hard and never give up on trying if i can't master that subject! i feel disappointed with my study while i was in the second year of SHS and  feel stupid because i spent my time meaningless, so i'll pay for that time in university! :D

well, i really screamed and my parents laughed at me :D

i'm crazy and i admit it after i saw these jackets and clothes! They are really damn cute and i can't stop staring at them, blubbering them to my parents, and yes, my parents admit that they are cute too! :D Still feeling sad that i can't buy them because they are way too expensive and if i force to buy them, my parents *maybe* will kill me for sure, like won't give me any pocket money (-.-!!) see them :cute, isn't it? it's simple but i love the way pink mix with black and white..they look soft, and this too :i think if i wear this here, i'll faint because of the hot weather :D but i can't help imagining wearing this, aaaaaaaaa >< i want it!! here's another one :well, match this one with black stocking and boots, they'll look perfect! Really a simple one, but if u bring a gorgeous handbag with black color on it, and some accessories, i'm sure this simple dress will look good in a party :DD OMG, i hope i can buy them someday ><

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going to school : =_= back from school : :DDD it's me recently hahah idk why i'm losing my mood lately when i reached school, the first thing in my mind is "I WANNA BACK HOME" but i can't lol~ i know it's bad..but thanks to my friends, they cheer me up while they too, thinking about going home quickly aah, now, my head spinning about university it's too late to apply, so there are less university with possibility to let me in :(( i wonder, should i apply to outside country's university? it's not that i can't but i'm a bit scared (lost my confidence), will they let me pass? >"< maybe the only thing to depend on now is GOD.. i knew he'll give the best for me :)

best friend's bday

well, my best friend when i was in junior high school will hold her 17th bday party this saturday.. i'm bad in thinking about what gift would be best for them and actually i never thought about gifts until today (~ O 3O)~ maybe this time is special huh? then..i came up with an idea this noon, but now i'm a bit confuse where to buy a cute notebook? ==a but no prob, i'll search in one day and hopefully i'll find the best one :)

hy" i'm back :DD actually i almost forgot about this blog cause i'm not really interested in making blogs hihi :)) but now, i'm in the center 0f boring-ness ( i think there's no word like this? idk hahha ) my friends keep updating their blogs, and here i am~ forgetting this blog n feel emptiness while surfing on this cyber world.. thanks to them for making me remember about this blog :))